A. or B.??

Sup Sup Poker Freaks?Well i just want to let you all know that il be playing the 200k sunday special tomorrow morning at 7am.I feel ive been running and playing well all week and am pretty confident heading into this tourney.I have been trying to sell shares for this tourney on chipmeup and even after cashing in my last 2 events i having trouble getting investors on board.I can tell you that it sort of feels like a mini kick in the guts when you think you've been playing ok poker you have to start thinking "well maybe i do suck,maybe i hve no idea what i am doing"??.But these feelings(to me anyway)go away really quick when i realise that ive,to the best of my ability,played my hands and situations as good as any other player wouldve/couldve/shouldve.

I mean maybe a few hands my donkiness and amatuer play showed clearly and i maybe gave a few players reason to bag me but hey,are we all suppose to play the game the same way?Do i think like you? Obvious the answer is no and thats 1 of the many,many things what makes poker a great game.I heard a comment on chipmeup shoutbox last by a player who shall remain nameless claimed he was the best player on cmu.His claim was supported by the fact that he has won a few K online and he has read all the books and has total understanding of game theory.WoW what a claim,especially when he was trying to pick a fight with one of the Feature Players over @ cmu who has won over 100k online-go figure!!

Anyway im hoping to get a few investors on board but it looks unlikely atm.That adds fuel to my fire to want to succeed even more.When i do have better players invest in me,i hope that A.they rail some of the game,B.if i dont play the "correct way"or just plain terrible,would it be hard to send a little pm informing me of my potential leaks and bad habits that i could A.use to improve my game and B.Make money for investors when they havent got the time to play.I will be signing up to a online training site and have almost unlocked Tournament Indicator playing 900 tourney hands on Everest Poker.I friggin hate the site and playing so terrible on there.I have to play 900 hands to unlock the full feature of the Indicator.I deposited 50$ and have played like 300 hands and still have like 25$ in my bankroll.Playing each hand to see a flop and unlock my TI quicker....gee my stats woould look fishy fishy.Well so what,ive only been playing for 3 years and if after 15 years all i had won was around 50k or even 100k with out any significant titles...well gee id be a proud little poker player now wouldnt i.

For those of you who dont know what TI is(not the rapper either),follow this link and give it a shot.

http://www.tournamentindicator.com/?affi=1422

Im not really sure of the reason why i posted this blog but i typed for like 20 mins so i aint wasting time and il give you all something to A.read and B.Lough out f**kin Loud.

Man On a Mi$$ion